My Last update

Our love was not supposed to end like this if u have me accepted in ur heart. Then I foolishly held on tightly till the end even though I know that I was fading in your heart, but I won't lose hope that one day you would change :(. I tried to smile in a way that my heart was aching :| It was so hard for me to accept that it's all over between us. You once made me feel like I'm the luckiest person ever! but now,,,I'm a useless living person. Would you promise that you'll never forget what I've done?I loved u once, and you think we should end it because you just like to. Should I be happy that we are friends or sad cuz that's all we've got. No matter how hard I try, it just seems u wanna break up and say goodbye. It's funny that the one I love so much can cause so much pain like this. But anyway, I'm thankful to God that you've been a part of my life!Natahsa....